AHHHH!!!!!!!!!

LITHOGRAPHY IS EATING MY BRAIN!!!!!

If only...

If only I had more time on my hands. Then I would participate in the coalition .... I heared what happened at the last meeting, and I wish I could join in. For some reason, I always get an intense desire to Mediate. I don't really understand why. I guess that when I see situations from the outside, and especially when they threaten to tare something good apart, I get this need to take action. I get pissed off I hear of people being intentionally vague and refusing to work together for a sollution. It's like they expect everyone around them to have this special insight into their heads.

Basically, what I am getting at is that the RPG Coalition is a good thing. It means that the fat kid who loves shadowrun but somehow ended up on the 9th floor of Mac Hall surrounded by enjineers who just want to drink and party all the time (and lets say that he dousn't like alcohol yet either) actually has a group he can join to take him out of the hell of his living conditions.

In short, I aplaud all of you who are doing what I can not, even if you would rather not, to keep the group going. I just hope you don't tare yourselves, and the coalition, apart due to personal differences.

That would be a crying shame.


oooo, and I want to play with signs too .... I think I'll make a reality rejection sign right now ....

I Regect Your Reality and Substitute My Own...

It's perspective time! Seems as if I am getting far to stressed out lately. I've been running around trying to keep on top of all the things I need to buy and the projects I have to produce. In the meantime, I have let one of my classes (the CS one) slip out of my concious day-to-day thought. I have skipped two lectures already, and I missed the deadline to hand in a project propossal (which I still havn't done). All so that I could be prepared for every Lithography class. And so, I have decided to stop putting so much stock in Litho. I'm just going to do everything on the weekends from now on.

Thats Perspective so far. More later.