Remembrance

I just went through every blog entry in my archives, reading them all. I have come to one conclusion:

I really like me :D

and now, heres all my old poems from the begining of this thing!

Goodnight and Farewell

Tonight I tip my hat to you
I hope you will feel better too
I've found myself a brandnew place
They may even still fill up that space

Don't you cover those pretty ears
I've dried up all these angry tears
the wind is somehow not so cold
even withought someone to hold

The door to my heart was close
but to your knock my heart still rose
so thank you for kindly holding that door
and I hope you will be happy while I try to soar

So goodnight and Farewell
I hope that life treats you well
and that someday you'll find a face
that fills you in your everywere place

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If boys could cry
youd see my eye glisten
but I can not stand to sigh
as I try to my friends listen

And though I love their smile
My child is dead of hearing
And I will feel this for a while
this mile that my soul is seeking

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Give me a clue
Oh lady blue
And whisper your name to me
I'll give you a smile
It'll last for a while
Never again want for love, wait and see

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Lady P, Lady P
won't you come
and dance with me?
cus' I've been waiting for a while
just to see that cutest smile
grace those alabaster cheeks
because you're the one
that my heart seeks

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I'm sitting up so very high,
upon this peak here in the sky.
The ground bellow is an easy fall,
should I just get to the earth and crawl.
Or should I grow my wing and fly,
into the sun, so very high.

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So smile,
just because you can,
and give a word it's wings,
but only if you want to.
Just smile all the same.

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I thought I'd put the walls back up
but then you made them fall
I see now they were made of dust and fear
Old walls
That were never meant to be

seed lulaby

There is a seed
hideing deep inside of me
allways here, and never showing
but deep inside me it keeps growing

And everyone could stop and look
but never see inside of me
deep down this buried, humbled seed
that once she touch my soul to feed

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The sky was shining with silver light
the sun through clouds as dark as night
there to be baptised by the sky
heaven's trumpets loosened pealing cry

And under the crash of nature's sound
a little light would there be found
as fireworks creased the drunken sky
this brand new love made a happy sigh

.Computers Suck.

I was walking to the school one day
to see what I could see
when suddenly a computer did
apear right in front of me

It's lights were all flashing
Red green and blue
"A moment" it asked me
"I seem to have some cpu flu"

So I sat there beside it
A few minutes to spare.
I didn't think that it just might
Take a whole day of my care.

The moral of the story
When a computer is in need
Don't trust what it says to you
You just might get an anurism.

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Alive in the house of Golden Leaves
We're never alone walking through the trees
I have her and she has me
As we trundle along and see what we can see

Then sometimes I trip but her hand is there
To catch mine when I'm spinning out through the air
She's my best friend and I love her dearly
She's the fruit of my soul, I can see that clearly

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Shadow, shadow
go away!
Don't come back
another day!
I will not run,
I will not hide.
I promis I am
whole inside.
Cus' I have been here
for a while.
I've cherished every
secret smile.
And here I'll be
tomorow still.
My given heart.
My wishing will.