Lunchtime

Today I decided to have a shower at lunch instead of in the morning. you would be amazed at just how much of a difference this can make in one's ability to handle the day. Try it. Also, I decided to skip my Java class. I don't think I could handle art today otherwise. I have questioned myself: am I keeping up? I have been forced to answer no. I feel somewhat lost in all of this, not entirely sure what I want to do with myself in the end. Maby it is just the meds speaking. My anti-ADD drugs, while enhancing my ability to concentrate being stimulants, also increase my anxiety, and therefore I am depressed. Odd mix, if you ask me: 'Stimulated Depresion'. Again, oh well. I think that this week end I will throw down the proverbial gauntlet on this Java class, and spend all day Saturday mastering it. Maby Sunday as well. Hey, I did it for HTML, why not this? IT'S BLITZ TIME!!!!!!